Every year when i filled my scholarship form, i always end up being stress and stuck. It started on choosing the study field and all the questions related to it. hmmpphh.. I dont like my current field and I have no idea what field should i choose. what a pathetic person am I...
I dont wanna repeat the same mistake. doing something that not belong to my passion and end up in a place that dont belong to me just like now. i can clearly hear my heart says that i hate my job. and last night as i filled the application form, i was so confused whether it is a way out for me or not. i dont like all the field of study being offered. i was thinking about randomly choosing one of them, creating story on how it relates to me and how this benefits the country.. but all will be a lie.. and why doing it? i guess it just for the sake of somebody who doesnt truly understand and believe in me..
1 year ago
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