thank God for him..

Dear Father,

times when i think about the man you gave into my life, it always made me smile.. his tenderness, his patience, his love are all the things i ever wanted in a man. God, You are just wonderful on how You brought two different people together, just like how two puzzles fit perfectly. though we are not officially united in the name of Yours, i believe the day will arrive soon.

and Father we give thank for times we have shared together. in beautiful times, You taught us how to cherish, appreciate, and enjoy each other. in hard times, You humbled us to know that we are just two ordinary human, that nothing else can we do other than to look up on You. Father, please please let us always remember to always seek You in our relationship. To praise You on good moments and to trust You on harsh moments.

Bless us with enough love so we be able to spread love to our families and friends. and may others see Your faithful love through us. help us to spent more times with You and continue to glorify You in our lives as a couple.

Thank Father for the first three years. keep us faithful to each other in You. always and forever.

Amen.

why me?

ok, so this post is about the preach on last sabbath day. it was mentioned how sometimes when bad things happened to our life, we kept bugging God, why me? why on the earth must I suffer this pain? why and why?. i know , i did it often.

but when it came to good things in our life, it seems like everything just happened. we forget that only by His grace we can taste every goodness in life... so i just wanted to list down things to be thankful today...

i have a good family. Parents that brought me to the Savior of my life, taught me in His way and pray for me every way of my life. why me? i have been a sinner since i was a kid and even now. a lot of times I complain about my parents, and not respect them in how God want me to. but God is gracious that each and every day He gives me a new chance to change. thank God for how You molded my heart and keep blessing my family.

i met my other half. it always amazes me how God has given me someone that match me so perfectly. Its like He has planned us way back before we even got to know each other. yes i know, He did. but why me? i am just a selfish, childish, and an emotionally unstable person. i have this very terrible mood swings and i wonder how can a person stands me. but God works in His special way. He helped us through all of the trials, soften our hearts and renew our love to each other. it made us realize that this relationship is not just about us but us and Him. nothing could be better than that.

Thank Jesus for Your love and blessing.. Life live with God is beautiful.

R.E.A.L..

Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in your joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand."

-Margery Williams-
Source: The Velveteen Rabbit

wanna be

when i grow up i wanna be a photographer.. i wanna make art and be an artist..

hmmmm is that real? no clue..

life is boring on this stage.. hellppp..!!

FM 10

on sunday..
i will be travelling with 'him'
he is a new best friend i love..

we both enjoy beauty..
i can only see things with my eyes
but he detects them
and creates memory for me..

oh my camera,, i love you
cant wait to explore life with you.

thank by for a lovely gift.. ^^

not an option

if it was up to me
i want to be the person who understand you
give u home under the peaceful blue sky
and to let u warm yourself when its too cold outside

if it was an option
i would not choose to see you on tears
i would show you the beauty of life
and what it has in store for us...

but,, i am just an imperfect person
that has no control over anything
and not even possible to tell you,
" we'll be alright "

i am too cold to warmth u
too fragile to hold your hand
too broken to love you

just please remember,, if it was up to me..
i will love you in a proper way...

2010

2010 is here.. new year wasnt like before.. few years ago, exciting, fun, dress up, party, togetherness were the words for new year.. but recently i just can feel the magic of new year anymore.. Guess should have plan it since now for next year.. ^^
few things on my mind that i m gonna do in 2010:

♥ By and I had a project. We committed to put ourselves closer to God. Let Him be our leader and walk with Him on our journey
♥ Quit facebook and start flickr
♥ Own iphone before 2010 gone
♥ be more loving and understanding
♥ grows my little company 'Playful Kitchen'
♥.........

that all for now..