why me?

ok, so this post is about the preach on last sabbath day. it was mentioned how sometimes when bad things happened to our life, we kept bugging God, why me? why on the earth must I suffer this pain? why and why?. i know , i did it often.

but when it came to good things in our life, it seems like everything just happened. we forget that only by His grace we can taste every goodness in life... so i just wanted to list down things to be thankful today...

i have a good family. Parents that brought me to the Savior of my life, taught me in His way and pray for me every way of my life. why me? i have been a sinner since i was a kid and even now. a lot of times I complain about my parents, and not respect them in how God want me to. but God is gracious that each and every day He gives me a new chance to change. thank God for how You molded my heart and keep blessing my family.

i met my other half. it always amazes me how God has given me someone that match me so perfectly. Its like He has planned us way back before we even got to know each other. yes i know, He did. but why me? i am just a selfish, childish, and an emotionally unstable person. i have this very terrible mood swings and i wonder how can a person stands me. but God works in His special way. He helped us through all of the trials, soften our hearts and renew our love to each other. it made us realize that this relationship is not just about us but us and Him. nothing could be better than that.

Thank Jesus for Your love and blessing.. Life live with God is beautiful.

R.E.A.L..

Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in your joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand."

-Margery Williams-
Source: The Velveteen Rabbit